G for Gogo & Golda ♥

dress: Caroselle ; belt: Gaudi ; clogs: June+Julia

I always try to be strong.

Good day, everyone!

I know I have postponed this post for a week. Well, am sorry to all of you following my twitter if you happened to read some of my harsh tweets. Life has been... I don't know whether it's been treating me good or what, there were some things that I couldn't tell you much. I just wanted to shout it right on my mom's face but I just can't. Yeah it was all about me, mom, and money (again). I hate to talk this on my blog. I just need someone who can entertain me right now. You can buzz me on Y!M or wall me on Facebook or tweet me on twitter or or message me on email. I'm really not in a good mood. If happened you saw me smile, laugh and whatever, it's fake! Yeah. I just put all those behind. I wont let people ask what happened to me because it only can make me cry again. My eyes really hurt. It's 12 x 24 hours to the SNMPTN's test. I'm not ready yet. I've already registered myself this morning with my swollen eyes to join this just because to make my mom happy. Even I don't like the major that she asked me to choose. Yeah, it's Medical. Anything mom. Anything for you, as long as you're happy. I'm more than happy to do it. /sigh/ Mom, I'll do my best on the test, whatever is the result later, if I fail, please forgive me. I won't make myself fail on the test on purpose, don't worry.

Well guys, I've promised you, right to tell everything about my competitions? Not as what I promised in my last post, I won't tell everything. Well my second competition was about Beauty and Healthy Hair Contest. I just went to the final round, but I didn't win it. Poor me. Haha. One of my cyber friend told me that I should be proud of myself because I can entered to the final round. Yeah but I was disappointed too. And, oh, I have one good news for you, readers. I've graduated from my high school. Yipidamdam uh yeahss. Hahaha. I'm soooo happy! But I didn't pay to Jalur Undangan. So I have to fight with the real written test this coming 31st May and 1st June. Wish me luck! :):):):)

Dear beloved Jesus, 

if You're there to listen, my dear God, please give me the strength and faith to get through all these. I ain't asking You to make it easier for me, just please give me power to remain strong.

my thing: competition

 

Finally, again and again. I've registered myself to join two kind of competition. The first one is kind of writing competition and I've already sent my writing to the committee and now what I'm going to do is just waiting for the announcement. #wishmeluck! The second one is about beauty? Hihihi. It's secret. I'm too shy to tell you guys, just wait and see if I can win it then I'll tell it to you completely without missing any single story. Hahaha. The competition will be on next Saturday, #wishmeluck! :D

xx

Yes, I am here.

Hello buddy. How is your day? I am so sorry for not updating. I know I have been saying this for several times but I really mean it. I have been wanting to blog and upload pictures, but I do not have money to pay the internet fee because dad wont pay it anymore, and I've been so so so busy lately preparing myself for my National Examinations. Time flies, it's just two weeks away to my national exam. I hope I can tackle them as easy as drinking water! Wish me luck. I have two things to say here. The good and the bad one. Ok let's start with the good one.

sorry for the bad quality, taken with my laptop's cam

TADAAA... As what you've seen above, uhm, yes! I got 100% scholarship from UPH. One of my dreams came true! I really really thank God for this! Couldn't believe that it is really happening. I cried a lot, laughed a lot, and smiled a lot all night long, and I didn't sleep that day. 31st of March was my best day and date ever besides my own birth date ;-)

Wanted to know for the bad news? Rain started to pour since the first day of April and its keep happening every day, every night. Can you guess what had happened? Yes, FLOOD! It's F-L-O-OD! Let some of the picts that I took describe it all.

P.S : Buanglah sampah pada tempatnya. Please put the garbage into the dustbin. Don't throw garbage carelessly, alright people? Thank you :)

xx

My Bloody Diamonds

"Most people walk in and out of your life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart."

minus:
Mona, Ferrari, Jefri, Maysanto, Brilliant, Boni, Yosua, Sania, Yosafat, Ernaldo, Hendra, Angel.

I miss you guys so damn much! Let's meet up completely as soon as we've finished the what so called "SNMPTN".
Wish you luckssss!!!

xx

You're not legal yet, miss ;-)

 So this is the day that the Lord had made. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MELISSA! Have a wonderful year ahead. Semoga tambah cantik, pinter, imut, baik terutama sama aku. hehehe. Cepat dapat pacar :-p Semakin kuat dalam menghadapi masalah, jangan cengeng ya sayang! Wishes come true. Love you to the max! xx P.S: kemek-kemek bisa kali ya. haha

Happy belated birthday to my best bestfriend. Thanks for being an annoying bestfriend for life, thanks for being a colour of my life, love you loads. You must be feeling so lonely at home without having any of your family there with you on your birthday, and say 'happy birthday' directly to you. Anyway, still, I know you had an amazing and unforgettable 17th birthday. You still have us, your friends. Was the surprise and gifts made you happy? I hope so. And just want you to know, these words ain't enough to describe how much I love you. You're the one and only bestfriend I wonder so much, a super bestfriend I've ever had. Thanks for the love, care, understanding, efforts, and everything, you gave me so much and enough. I love you, Melissa.

 Naporlu Binotoon* :

So my brother David, he's not my biology brother, I called him brother because we have the same surename that is Purba. hehe. He's so damn crazy I should say. He likes to make a sensation, tsk. haha. but I love him! Do check carefully to the photo under this post, I made a red triangle sign right on his name badge! hahha.

And that's my friend! :-)

*: Naporlu Binotoon is P.S in Bataknese :-P

xx

One night stand.

Hey guys, wassup? How is your saturday night? Mine was great! I spent my saturday night at Merdeka Walk, I bet people in Medan know this place. Hehehe :-) So why why why I went there? Curious? Curious? Hehehe. I wanted to see my friends' band performance there. They were joining the Java Jazz Festival competition held by Axis Road to Java Jazz 2011. And good news! Congratulations to Blue Sunshine , and oh their band name is Blue Sunshine "we are Blue and always Sunshine" :-) who has achieved the 1st place for the student category. Today they'll perform and compete again at Merdeka Walk for the final round. Whoever that will be selected to win tonight, will participate in the Java Jazz 2011 in Jakarta on this upcoming March! Cool, aye? :-D I wish them bunch of lucks! Do support them by voting via sms with your axis number. Grab your phone, and type this: MDNP (space) BLUESUNSHINE send to 9080. Lots of thanks! God bless you all! :-)

fingers crossed to @we_bluesunshine in the upcoming java jazz 2011 competition today!