Showing posts with label L♥ve. Show all posts
Showing posts with label L♥ve. Show all posts

Monday, 20 June 2011

Pasti.

Tiba-tiba langkah kaki ini semakin berat untuk melangkah ke Jakarta. Sedih meninggalkan semua kenangan selama 18 tahun di kota kelahiran.

Walaupun bakal kembali cepat atau lambat, tapi tetap berat. Disatu sisi, kota ini sangat pasif, ramai tapi tidak jelas karena apa. Tapi dia tetap menjadi saksi bisu tumbuh kembang ku selama 18 tahun.

Medan, kau bakal rindu aku nggak? Walaupun belum terjamah secara keseluruhan, tapi aku cukup mengenal mu. Dan aku........ sudah terlanjur cinta.

Jujur tiga paragraf disana cuma alasan. 1% kesedihan 99% kegalauan.

Aku takut bertemu dengannya. Jakarta. Aku tahu bahwa Jakarta merupakan salah satu kota terluas di dunia. Luas. Di dunia loh, bisa bayangin kayak apa luasnya. Tapi tempat dimana ia berpijak, seluas apapun suatu wilayah, sewaktu-waktu bisa menciut, sangat sempit, sampai nafas ini terpenggal-penggal.

Kita berbeda. Kamu pernah, aku masih. Kau tahu maksudku. (via ihatecinderella ~ Tumblr)

Di suatu detik, menit bahkan jam. Di suatu hari, minggu, bulan bahkan tahun. Di suatu pertengahan, di titik itu, di tengah ramainya kota Jakarta, ia pasti akan memberikan kita kesempatan untuk berpapasan.

Ini untuk kamu, Muhammad Yudha Dwiputra.
Dari aku, yang masih menyayangimu, sama seperti 19 bulan yang lalu, berbunga-bunga yang terus masih dan tidak akan pernah.

Perasaan yang tidak terKATAkan. Seperti surat yang salah alamat. Tidak akan pernah sampai. (~Tumblr)

Jangan marah ya Moo, ini tulus dari Mbek. Apa kabar? Baik-baik ya. Moo, tahu nggak? Mbek mau 18 tahun loh, 3 hari lagi. Moo masih ingat? Telepon Mbek lagi dong, tepat pukul 00:00 , kayak dulu Moo? :)

Love,


Monday, 9 May 2011

My dearest one, happy 23


Happy sweet 23 my dearest one, my big brother, Othniel H.S. Purba. I wish you all the very best in life. Cepet dapet pacar hahaha :P Well, well, again, in your birthday, you have to celebrate it alone without us. I'm sad because you're so far away there in Lombok. I can't wait any longer to see you in Yogjakarta this July. Semoga dapet cuti kerja ya bang. Have a wonderful year ahead! Cheers!

 the birthday man? hihi

Once again,

Happy happy birthday! Woohooooo!!!! :D

your sister,
Golda R. Purba

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

cuteyyy Hans.


we got the same profile picture. isn't it sweet? *blushing* :">



LOL I know I know that there's a big question mark inside your brain. Who the hell is he? Maybe that is a question pop out from your brain. Nah nah, don't get me wrong though. He is my friend. One of my closest  boy friend in class. He's kind and sweet. He's cool, I should say. He never judge people base on their cover, he never underestimate people. He never think negatively about people. He's sooo friendly and super patient boy I ever meet. He never angry even if you try to make him angry, he wont. He can control his emotion. How cute he is! Haha. I love him! I once ever flirted him saying this, " Hans, we both are single. Why don't we just being in a relationship?" You know what was his answered? He answered me like this, "It's impossible, Gol. I'm still young. I want to have a relationship with someone when I have graduated from my master degree and get a job. It isn't a short time. Around 7 years, maybe? We still don't know. Do you want to wait for that long time without having any relationship between us?" Hahaha. You know guys, I was just kidding asking him about it in bus in our trip to Parapat. I got him daydreaming and asked to talk. Yeah. He's sooo plain? or innocent? LOL. One thing for sure is I love him! Hahaha. What do you think? Isn't he cute?

xx

Thursday, 28 April 2011

early madness.


 I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, and most of all, I’m mad at myself for not hating you when I know that I should. -eletheowl


So, please, just be patient. I’m so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I’m this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I’m very fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering. -eletheowl




I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn’t know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn’t know I could miss you this much. -eletheowl

 All of a sudden it hit me. I’m always the one attempting to catch people when they fall. Now I’m beginning to wonder who’s going to catch me? -eletheowl


P. S: counting days to my departure. bye mehdandh. hello jekardah!


xx

Tuesday, 26 April 2011

How I love you, Pop


Drs. S. Purba, MM, my beloved daddy. He was born in Paninjoan, Indonesia, June 5th, 1960. I fell in love with him since I wasn't born yet, I know this sounds so lame but it's true. I've never fall in love before, and once I've fallen I would never love another. I'm a big fan of him. I don't care what you say, I'm in love with him. Thank you for always listening all of my rubbish, pop. This song is for you. Hope someday I can sing it for you. Love you lots :-*

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

a hundred

Hey folks, what's up? I skipped my tuition again this afternoon. Yesterday I didn't attend IEC, I was way too lazy to meet, Donny. He's a liar. I hate him! Stop telling lie to me, I'm sick of it! *^&$#@! O.K well skip about Donny. Maybe some of you curious why I didn't attend bimbel today. Well, something happened with my teeth since days ago, and I didn't tell it to my pop.  It's getting worse each day. I wont tell pop. I don't want to burden him anymore. I'm so weak. I phoned pop after school today, said that I can't stand this pain  any longer. Pop asked me to go to the dentist but I wont. It's really hurt. I just wanna go home and sleep. My teeth are cenat-cenut right now. Huhu :(


And hey! This's my 100th post and it belongs to Mojo, my sapi teon, my ex-boyfriend, my monster, my friend, and my Damoy! I'm soooo in love with him! He's my favourite! ;) Why? Because the first time I wanted to make a new blog, I asked him to give it a name, voila, actually my blog's name was bittersweet of life. Mojo gave it. But I changed it because I thought there are plenty of bloggers use it as their blog name. So here it comes Day by Day. Hehe :) But, still, I wanna thank Damoy for giving me such inspiration. If at first he didn't give bittersweet of life as my blog name, maybe I still keep it blank. So thanks bunch, Damoy! I love you! Don't get me wrong though, I love him as my brother not anyone else.

P.S : I'm going to do 30 Days of Writing challenge start from tomorrow. Yay!!! And I just ordered something from Pretty Odd newest collection today :) Do check their web store! :)

xx

Sunday, 6 February 2011

If you hate me, that’s YOUR problem.

♫ Daniel Powter - Bad Day 
♫ Daniel Powter - Love You Lately
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me, we got this great thing
And we're the only one's that around
We're the only one's that around this Babylon

♫ Daniel Powter - Free Loop
Cause it's hard for me to lose in my life I've found
Only time will tell and I will figure out
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That we can baby we can change and feel alright


"It’s funny how people forget so many good things you did to em, and when you made one little mistake, they just can’t leave it alone." via infamous20s.

Bad Day by Darwin Deez. http://www.itunes.com/darwindeez


That qoute really really..... ahhhhh. I always face that kind of thing. That's why I wanna become rude, more selfish, and never give attention to people but you know, I'm too weak. I can't do that. But they never see it, they never see the good things I've done to them. In this case, am I the stupid or the careless one? or maybe, are they the stupid and the idiotic and the bastard and the motherfucker ones? Never get the answer. Answer me, please?

My favourite love song, ever :)

The Love Story Of Carl and Elie. UP © Copyright of Walt Disney Enterprises and Pixar Animations. Yellowcard - Dear Bobbie © Copyright of Capitol Records.

xx

Thursday, 3 February 2011

Lunar New Year.

Hello there. I guess you all are having such good time, right? Its a rabbit year, fellas! Wishing prosperous year of chinese new year for all my friends who celebrate it. May prosperity and joy always be with you all! :-) Good time goes by so fast, holiday is officially over due to today and that mean welcome again masses of assignments, late night sleep and hectic life. Aaaaahhhhh!

♥ and you're gone for good now.
You've moved on now and that girl - well, she's just lucky. Lucky because she's good at drawing and I'm not. I even can't make a good straight line. Lucky because there's no distance between both of you and we're so far away. Yes, she is lucky.
You know what? You ask me to stayed than the fact is you left me here and your nose grew.
Get what I mean? Hope so.


Once again, gong xi fat chai. xin nian kuai le. wo de angpao cai na li? wo hen xing. xie xie


lol
till we meet again,
xx

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

i hate you more than __________ .

My biggest mistake was trusting him.

I told myself I am not going to spend any more time crying or feeling depressed over that guy because it is a waste of time!

I know I deserve so much better. Believe that I some day will fall in love for real.
Not with you.
I just have to be patient


xx

Monday, 24 January 2011

no. this is not a reminder.

thank you daisypath for counting our anniversary. but too bad. it's over now. see you soon! (:






 hahahaha i'm so ciku-ciku in this post --> http://goldalicious.blogspot.com/2010/02/boring-photos.html
bodoh --> http://goldalicious.blogspot.com/2010/01/this-night.html lol
my very first gift i got from him (unofficially) --> http://goldalicious.blogspot.com/2009/06/tee-shirt.html
yaoloh, omaigos i'm shy shy cat :x *cilukbaaa* --> http://goldalicious.blogspot.com/2009/04/heaven-knows.html lol

may happiness always be with you. spread the lovesss! :)
xx

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

Quote of the day.

If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart, I guarantee you, she is the one. #tumblrsays

xx

Sunday, 12 September 2010

XOXO - ♥♥♥♥♥

This's so sweet ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

All the photographs are great, aren't they?
Oops! Don't think too far ;)